Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Amazingly stupidly compromising

It's amazing what lengths we go to - especially when we love doing something....however, it's extremely disappointing when you realize that you aren't appreciated...and then you feel like shit. You feel like an idiot, and then you wonder why you had to put all of your effort into something like that and end up feeling totally shitty like this.

The worst part - you still try to sort it out...you're still looking for a solution because you don't want to let go...you'd rather find the so-called middle ground than lose it forever. You get soppy. Dont want to think of saying NO, and end up losing it.

Amazing! Idiotic!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i thought this was Scourge's blog for a second.. must be cos of the identical template.

Chamendra Wimalasena said...

I know how this feels.. sometimes you cant really ask to be appreciated. but we all need it sometimes as it gives a sence of worth :( as hard as it may seem giving without expecting is tough :( but what to do.. hope ur feeling better :D