I'm in a state of turmoil. Millions of things keep churning my mind. I desperately want to write it down and get it out, but something holds me back. I'm not brave enough sometimes to bare all. Writing it down in black and white would just mean that it's true, don't think I'm ready for that.
A vacation for the soul is high on the 'want' list, but how? What do you do? I have an unending and every-growing list of TO-DOs. Somehow, weirdly enough, I like the pressure. It makes me want to do more, achieve more. But sometimes, I just want to run away from it all. Is that so bad? Escapism is such a temptation, but as always, there is no escape.
